is there a moment in your life when everything just clicks and the thing you want most in life all of sudden is right there for you?  Because if there is, i desperately need that moment to come .. im so tired of hurting like this all the time .. and im tired of every good mood being crushed and buried because of sour ending .. and i always end up feeling more empty and alone than ever .. but no matter how many times it happens i cant seem to let go .. because i know that when that ending finally turns happy, that its going to surpass everything bad ive felt and make me so much happier .. but i also realize that a happy ending may never come .. i may be waiting for a bus on a street that the bus doesnt drive through .. but i dont care .. i want this so badly that i would do damn near anything to have it and once for all get a chance to prove how right it is .. the things ive felt for her are beyond anything that i possible could have imagined i would have ever felt .. whether my feelings be good or bad, every single one of them never ceases to amaze me and make me want her even more because if this is how i feel for her when my heart is breaking and crumbling into pieces .. i can only fathom how amazing it would feel to put the pieces back together with pieces of her heart as the glue .. so when you read this (and you know who you are) .. please give me just one chance to put my heart back together .. all im asking for is one shot to show you how right this is...please

-Kyle Herring... That was well wrote

Currently Playing Infiltrate-Destroy-Rebuild By CKY see related

Wait how long would you wait
just for me to call
I know you make mistakes
yeah but
I hope some day you have it all
cause I feel like a prisoner
trapped inside this broken world
while I'm playing the victim again
running in circles
to me it's all the same
and though nothing's gonna change
Still, I hope someday you have it all

Take this aggravation that I've thrown myself into
change this situation just cause I need something new

And still I feel like a prisoner
trapped inside this broken world
while I'm playing the victim again
running in circles
to me it's all the same
and though nothing's gonna change
Still, I hope someday you have it all

I hope some day you have it all

if we could all depend
on what we know
if you could understand
I'm losing control
that I'm losing control
that I'm losing control
that I'm losing control
 ^88 by Sum41^

I know she said it's alright
But you can make it up next time
I know she knows it's not right
There ain't no use in lying
Maybe she thinks I know something
Maybe maybe she thinks its fine
Maybe she knows something I don't
I'm so, I'm so tired, I'm so tired of trying

It seems to me that maybe,
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go
And often times we're lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one no not no one
Likes to be let down

I know she loves the sunrise
No longer sees it with her sleeping eyes
And I know that when she said she's gonna try
Well it might not work because of other ties and
I know she usually has some other ties
And I wouldn't want to break 'em, nah, I wouldn't want to break 'em
Maybe she'll help me to untie this but
Until then well, I'm gonna have to lie too

It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go
And often times we're lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one no not no one
Likes to be let down
It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go

The harder that you try baby, the further you'll fall
Even with all the money in the whole wide world
Please please please don't pass me
Please please please don't pass me
Please please please don't pass me by

Everything you know about me now baby you gonna have to change
You gonna have to call it by a brand new name
Please please please don't drag me
Please please please don't drag me
Please please please don't drag me down

Just like a tree down by the water baby I shall not move
Even after all the silly things you do
Please please please don't drag me
Please please please don't drag me
Please please please don't drag me down
^Flake by Jack Johnson^

I got a faulty parachute
I got a stranger's friend
An exciting change in
My butchers blend
A symbol on the ceiling
With the flick of a switch
My new found hero
In the enemy's ditching

Well somebody's something was left in the room
And man, now that its gone well of course we assume
That somebody else needed something so bad
That they took everything that somebody had

Losing hope is easy
When your only friend is gone
And every time you look around
Well, it all, it all just seems to change

The mark was left
Man it's never the same
Next time that you shoot
Make sure that you aim
Open windows with passing cars
A brand new night
With the same old stars

Losing hope is easy
When your only friend is gone
And every time you look around
Well, it all, it all just seems to change

Feed the fool
A piece of the pie
Make a fool of his system
Make a fool of his mind
Give him bottles of lies
And maybe he'll find
His place in heaven
Cause he might just die

Losing hope is easy
When your only friend is gone
And every time you look around
Well, it all, it all just seems to change
But hanging on is easy
When you've got a friend to call
When nothings making sense at all
You're not the only one that's afraid of change
^Losing Hope by again... Jack Johnson^

Still not in a cool mood.. I haevnt felt like myself in a while.... Schools out tho... more time to not go to scgool i guess.

Peace

Currently Playing The Curse By Atreyu see related

I feel....Meh...